Banner (both versions) by me. Featuring Kyo of Dir en Grey and the lyrics to -mushi- by Dir en Grey
I'm Liz, a 20-year-old junior at Grand Valley State University. I'm hoping to get my degree in art, and go on to grad school to study in fashion design. I also want to continue my studies in the Japanese language and culture.
This is among things a place for me to talk about things I'd rather not share with the people I know. If I know you personally please respect my wishes and do not ask to be added. Since this is a semi-private journal, I will talk about what I want, when I want and I don't want people starting drama over it. The entries can range from introspective to an account of my day to a rant of self-hatred. I try to keep the emo to a minimum but it happens..
Um...more... I'm an Aquarius. I like all types of music (especially Jrock, techno-pop and punk) so I try to go dancing and to concerts as much as I can. Alas, I'm a poor college student. Thrift store chic is love. I have a sort of morbid sense of humor. I'm African-American and have the accursed thunder thighs. I'm excited about visiting England in July. I miss Detroit, Grand Rapids is kinda dull. I love you.
I have been disordered in the past but currently I do not have an eating disorder. I have not been diagnosed by a professional so it would be unfair to claim anything. However, I still struggle with weight and food.
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange